applesauce&sugarcones

i'm running away

2007-06-30T00:46:00.000-07:00

MOVED.

catch me if you can.

2007-06-28T19:36:00.000-07:00

hooray THE LIFE is starting tomorrow!
wahaha i can't wait. :D

it's just gonna be physics and me till 9:15am! even the shops at town won't be open. and i think i'd still be in bed if not for the paper. haha!
please, let me do well for the paper tomorrow. (:

oh, the parents want family to watch transformers tomorrow night! hmmmmmmmmmm.

anyway, something makes me really want to improve my fitness now. i miss the days when we did 5 rounds warm up which i found normal and pretty alright. i think now 2 rounds would kill me. grah. but of course i won't want fitness for the first few times to be so tough, then i'd have to get over the fear of training part again. last year's was totally awful.
and, the idea being able to run of those marathons is quite cool. (:
FITNESS FITNESS!!
who wants a leisure run with me?
leisure, not fast. i'm sure it'll kill already.

i'm waiting

2007-06-27T17:30:00.000-07:00

two more days, YES.
of all calculations and what nots. something i'm not exactly very good at? but then again, i'm not exactly very good at anything. haha.
seriously can't wait for friday.
shop shop and shop.
hang out.
bake. (BAKE!)
slack.
exercise? HAHA.
enjoy THE LIFE. right now this is so not THE LIFE. ):

chinese today was, urgh. the paper was so long, the question and answer sheets were so screwed up, and the time given was so short. i was struggling through it, yes. tsk, my chinese was never good anyway.
math tomorrow! i really want to do well this time.
spent 3 hours at bk west mall doing math. i got so annoyed doing the same kinda thing over and over again! but then again math is all about practising and more practice right?
okay so more practice it shall be.

2007-06-26T11:02:00.000-07:00

today,

my brain died on me.

2007-06-24T12:56:00.000-07:00

taking a little break from study.

(yes i know there's not much time left)
i can't wait till friday! it's true, like jing said, our two week holiday only starts from then, i.e. enrichment week and obs. then again, some kinda holiday huh. this june hols have probably been the most unlike holiday i've ever had. ):

anyway,

MEET RUIYAN.

my classmate for 7 years. super duper good clique best friend of sec1-2. :D

met her yesterday to study @ jrl. i havent met her for soooooooooo long already lah! haha okay so the afternoon with her wasn't exactly very productive. but at least we did some catching up. (: and so i was just wondering what happened to the rest of the clique! gosh it's been so long since we even had a clique outing. soon okay! :D

oh and we got our new hitachi LCD tveeeee! ahahaha the living room suddenly looks sooo modern, and it's so super nice to just look at please. (:

ahright, back to work. -pulls hair.

that's all i can take..

2007-06-23T00:16:00.000-07:00

..my brain is on the verge of exploding.

like soil reaching it's field capacity but still forced to take in more water. urgh. it feels so bad.

ahright so three days straight of mugging @ woodlands turned out okay i guess. probably a billion times more efficient and productive compared to me at home. haha.

PICTURES:

that's her. mugging; slacking; and trying to take my picture.

probably these two. (retarded picture of me on her blog. please refer for a good laugh.)

yes, she's a N-E-R-D.

haha isn't she just cute! AWW.

&, i'm really grateful towards netball for giving me a reasonably toned body and not allow me to be too flabby. although i'm super flabby now, EWW. i just turned down a supper offer from the parents! i think my eating habits are improving. :D and the parents have been really nice lately. (: anyway, i need exercise. that will be the first thing i do after ass week. after i shop and party enough. :D about the shopping part, today in my notes, i read velocity as vivocity. =o

out of the blue,
Emily Jillian. says:
hello pauline! love ya(:
Emily Jillian. says:
this is what happens when.. i dunno what
Emily Jillian. says:
i just had the urge to like click on Pauline- pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis. someone stole my non-technical word.
Emily Jillian. says:
HAHA (:
LOVE. (: (: (:

study session, anyone?

2007-06-19T13:54:00.000-07:00

i really need one now. i can't study at home for nuts. i do 10 math questions and get super distracted. die lah. and i haven't started on IS2109 at all!?!?!?!??! ohmytian!
TUTORRRR!!!!! DO YOUR JOB AH!
tsk. i must start pia-ing this whole week liaozxzxzx.

I WILL ACE THIS ASS WEEK.

('cause i really want to tell her. haha!)

2007-06-18T13:07:00.000-07:00

this boy is so cute please. :D
&,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST BIMBO!
(bright hot pink for you?)

LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY! (:
(but i still don't forgive you for slamming balls in my chest numerous times)

(and actually i'm not very sure when's your birthday cuz i thought it was today but according to jing's blog it was yesterday or something? HMM. but nonetheless!)

2007-06-17T21:48:00.000-07:00

wth the laptop is hanging like S-H-I-T.
it's like some old dusty laptop that hasn't been used for years, but actually it's just 2+ days. and it's driving me crazy. grah.

the malacca trip was pretty okay i guess. could've been much better, but this trip wasn't meant for me or for the young ones anyway. and so i have no right to complain. hohum.
shopped some bit. bought tops, shorts and shoes! haha okay but i still have loads on my "to buy" list. HMM hello jingmin??

anyway, during the whole trip the car stereo was playing the same songs over and over again. and dad went slightly crazy and put "my favourite song" on repeat. hahaha! but it's suuuuper nice, the lyrics. meaningful and true. (:

oh, and my throat is really sick now. ):

2007-06-14T15:39:00.000-07:00

my sore throat is killing me. and my nose is running like crazy. argh. must be the very many chips at nsl and the brownie yesterday. oh i'd kill to have one now. i'm hungry and there's nothing to eat at home. and if i keep eating instant noodles daily sooner or later i'm gonna go all bald and i think it'll be sooner. don't eat? sheesh.

anyway something's making me start to appreciate and like the curls and waves and whatever not-straight in my hair. (: and since it's longer now, i am NO lion anymore after i bathe. haha!

&&&&&& and really neeeed to go shopping. ): i have the sudden urge to shop and i'm gonna increase my budget on the next shopping trip :D (then start saving again after that) since i haven't shopped AT ALL this holiday. !!!!!

so anyway, i got bored going through IS2104, decided to look up on water spouts which are happening around singapore, turned out they were just tornadoes on water. chey! oh but i came across this discussion of what caused a huge splash and whether it's a water spout, kraken, or giant squid. but i can't see what the discussion is all about because i can't open the freaking kmz picture.

i think this picture looks ultra cool. :D

it reminds me of squidward! :D

lunch; size XL

2007-06-14T11:55:00.000-07:00

(yesterday's post which i don't know why got saved but not published)

woke up at 8 this morning. had consolidation session with miss lim, but turned out we talked more about netball than actualy schoolwork. well, turned out there wasn't really much i had to ask anyway. haha!

called alvyn up for lunch after that.
met him at cafe cartel (YAY cafe cartel after so long). and yeah, we ate lunch. which could have been lunch for four people.

(okay i've been waiting to post a picture of the receipt but i don't have the camera with me because someone else is always koping it)
i had the wednesday set A:
- a really nice bowl of i-don't-know-what-soup;
- 3 pieces of that free-flow bread;
- baked chicken with mushroom sauce and steamed rice, which was alright except for the slightly too creamy white mushroom sauce (eww);
- a glass of 7-up;
- a scoop of chocolate ice-cream with really nice waffle cup thing? (haha).
- Eastside Brownie Stack.

which is actually much bigger than it looks in the picture, with a scoop of ice cream and two huge slices of brownies. which i couldn't finish. so alvyn finished it up even though he didn't finish his banana waffle thing. haha but boy was the food good. too bad i couldn't REALLY appreciate it fully cuz i wasn't that hungry. i'll remember to starve myself three days in advance for a lunch date with him eh alvyn? HAHA.

oh, and i didn't have any dinner at all. (x

2007-06-12T20:22:00.000-07:00

some people are just so insensitive.
i mean, being from raffles, the ELITE school, doesn't mean you shoot people straight in the face and put them down.

#1:
she: will you be playing next year for netball?
me: yeah.
she: oh then you'll be playing against my friend! and she'll win you.

oh and she happens to have a classmate who's brother is in ip2 too.

#2:
mum (to me): so how's your mugging? you mug a lot these few days right?
she: eh. you mug so much for what ah. you know e_____, his sister say he never even mug at all lah, whole day only playing computer.

wth?
damn you and your kind.

on a brighter note, i passed my course test with a 79%! :D and tayliping got the highest 85%. she's got common sense. hahaha!
& and i miss my daily dosages of spongebob. ):

okay now i'm gonna go on my math spree and try to get the math high. then maybe i'll really tong xiao myself tonight.
[cuz nobody wants to accompany. ):
ahem?]

oh-so-BORING

2007-06-11T21:42:00.000-07:00

so i've been doing math all day. but fell asleep for awhile this afternoon. i'm gonna tong xiao with jie tonight with a [study session] U (movie marathon). hmm now guess what the different brackets mean? haha! i'm so bad at inequalities i tell ya.
well the session tonight better be gooooood. oh but we've got no food and juice though. shittttttt.

talking 'bout food, i've been stuffing myself recently. and i just weighed myself and ooooooooooh.. guess i'd better stop doing what i'm sooo good at. 42kg! here i come again! HAHA! and my throat is hurting like crazy from the damn lot of chips that day. yes and i bet that added on to the weight. tsk.

oh and i got down to going the girly test.
(to get a kick out of proving how un-girly i am :D really.)

[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always done.
[ ] During the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops.
[ ] My favorite toys as a child were barbies.
[x] My favorite colour is pink or purple. --not pink.
[ ] I did Gymnastics.
[x] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop. --would be. but now all i do is stare at their clothes online. ):
[x] Tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear.
[x] I love chocolate.
[ ] I've never had a real job.
[ ] My hair is almost always straightened. --oh please.
[x] I have at least 8 myspace pictures. --friendster?
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week. --would love to.
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends. --doing nothing? i used to.
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earrings.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan.
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes. --i wish!
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach.
[ ] I change my icon weekly.
[ ] I wear a shower cap.
[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic.
[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday. --eww?
[ ] I've been or am on a diet. --my mouth talks and eats as much.
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[x] Big sunglasses are hott.
[x] I have gotten my nails done before. -- by jingmin. =x
[ ] I own over 10 purses. --i wish too!
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels.
[ ] All I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys! --no, i have a life.
[x] I love to have girls do my hair.
[x] I give and receive hugs from all my friends.
[x] I hate bugs. --spiders are pretty cool though.
[ ] Carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season.
[ ] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.
[ ] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor.
[x] Musicians are so hot. --quite? heh.
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[ ] I cry often. --N-O.
[ ] My car smells like vanilla or cherry. --maybe it would if i had one.
[x] My dishes get washed more than once a week.
[ ] I dont do sports.
[x] I HATE to run. --yes, i do actually.
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[ ] I love romance novels. --only thrillers. 8-)
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute.
[ ] I dance a lot.
[ ] I usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house.
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products.
[ ] I love to get dressed up. --no!
[x] Every part of my outfit needs to match.
[x] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[x] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself.
[ ] Price on clothes hardly matters. --oh i wish it didn't have to.
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day.
[ ] I wish I were a model. --figure wise, big yes. haha!
[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[ ] I have been something that was semi-slutty on halloween.
[ ] I own Uggs.
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar.
[ ] I like to be the center of attention.
[ ] Guys with Mohawks are crazy.
[x] Horses are beautiful.
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school.
[x] Cats are adorable.
[ ] I write my own music.
[ ] I love it when a guy/girl wears good smelling cologne/perfume.
[x] I can get very jealous
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii.
[x] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] White is better than black.
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black.
[ ] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes. --far from that.
[ ] Hate the grunge look.
[ ] I love to read magazines.
[ ] I love to gossip.
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid.
[ ] I love Celine Dion.
[ ] My bubble baths are 1-2hrs long.
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[x] I like little kids.
[ ] Diet drinks are the best.
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian.
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds.
[ ] I check my myspace everyday.
[x] I love life! --even though i complain a lot. (:
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] My screen name(s) have x's in them.
[ ] Either one of my myspace names has/had "<3"'s.>
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex. --it's gonna be sooo cool!
[x] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it.
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed.

26%.
yay! :D

{edit}
okay no more tong xiao. i got pangsehed. ):
the sister went to sleep when i was still on the phone. (who's fault huh! :P) maybe she thought i wasn't gonna tong xiao with her anymore.
oh well. i should sleep. okay so much for real mugging plus real quality tv for once after a gazillion years.
good night.
{/edit}

2007-06-07T21:12:00.000-07:00

i've been watching spongebob these days. DAILY. :D

nick's been showing 'em every monday to thursday from 12-2pm i think. haha and they are sooooo super retarded. i'm beginning to find joy in watching those two dumb things, i.e. spongebob and patrick.

bought my new pencilcase from borders! jeanne! the stripe one was gone when i went back today! ): ): but i'll get it too when they have stock again or something. haha so i got another which i think looks prettier and prettier the more i look at it. i find it so attractive. haw.

tried the miso (??) new chicken thingamig from kfc and it was yum. 'cept for a whole clump of fats hiding under the skin which i happily popped into my mouth. okay it's not about the fats but it tasted super disgusting. eww. and today's the first time i tried green tea. :D don't like it though. haha!

& i'm no longer broke! i just earned a hundred bucks today. :D and plus the huuuuge but not quite huge sum that mum gave, it's just right to go shopping with jing next week when she's back from yltc! i miss you hujingmin! (and you are so gonna die during the 2 road runs man. okay or maybe not.)

alright my math is calling me. ):

mugging is on its way..

2007-06-06T22:51:00.000-07:00

..back to haunt.
yes, on its way. simply because i haven't started yet. drats. and taking a look at the calendar, *gasp* the second week of holiday is almost over?! yikes, another two more weeks left to mug. time to wipe out procrastination. -makes face.

spent the night packing my table! wooooow like finally the table is visible. i am so proud of myself. :D

oh ohhhhhhh. take a look at this!

THE WIZARDING WORLD OF HARRY POTTER
ultra ultra kewlzzxzxzx. :D
but his hair is so ugly in the coming movie. ):

oh eff

2007-06-05T20:34:00.000-07:00

today was pretty fine, except for an hour ago where mum started picking on me about me dating?! and that's not all. she links that to me finding time to date and not help her sweep the floor to how she's like a maid who needs to work in the day and do housework at night and started nagging at jie. eff, seriously if she thinks that it's not fair to both work and do housework then just stop working or get a maid! goodness. if she carries out the latter, none of us will have to do chores again or pack our room, we'll be able to have home-cook food again after a million years, and she can't nag or complain anymore. that's killing three birds with one stone.
seriously, sometimes she's so annoying i wish she'd just disappear. fly away or something. sheesh.
& i think a sixteen year old like me deserve more freedom, please.

but anyway, thanks for letting me finish my tutorial II, again.
at least this time i understand what i'm doing. (:

2007-06-03T12:36:00.000-07:00

netball's june holiday's plans are up and going! :D
it's gonna be so totally happening man. with the amazing race and all. i never knew my brain could ever come up with such ideas. haha! and i'm reeeeeaaaally excited! with the amazing race and all, it's gonna be the best ever! but too bad, i won't be playing. ):
nevertheless it won't be too bad to just watch the others do stupid stuff. :D

i'm totally sianed by the workload, which haven't been touched yet!?! goodness, like the IS2104 project, chinese book review, LA consolidation, and whatever happened to our GS blog thingamig? urgh. it's sucky enough, and to add on i haven't started on revision at all. -yanks at hair.
sigh, we're supposed to do IS2104 later, but matthew & charvi can't make it. maybe we should cancel it.

&, yesterday was fantaabulous.
thank you. (:

2007-06-01T07:21:00.000-07:00

sold out sold out sold out sold out sold out!!!!

urgh, yes that piece of cloth is sold out. gone! no more! shoooooooooots.
i'm going down to bugis to hunt for it. gah.
oh and trf razorbacks are so puh-retty, but damn i wouldn't want to spend 20bucks on one when i'm already spending 20bucks on that dress.
aye, plenty of reason to just GET A JOB.

oh, and my phone bill this month totally rocked man. -.-

donkey + dragon = dongons?
drakeys sound nicer. :D

2007-05-30T15:50:00.000-07:00

too much juice makes the stomach weak. =/

right, so now that everything big is over, referring to mi debate and essay, i feel sooooo free. :D it feels totally awesome to stay at home and stare at the comp/tv with nothing better to do (of course there'll always be better things to do like revision!!! but give me a break.) and just while the time away. this is my kinda lazy day. :D

i wanna change the blogskin again! i'm getting sick of the not-really-pink pink colour background. perhaps i'll change to my old one. i have a habit of doing that. haha.

random: i have still yet got to buy my dress. ):

2007-05-29T00:08:00.000-07:00

the mi debate turned out much easier than i expected. hohum.
i'm pretty glad it's over now.
and i'm left with the essays - mi and la.

was in a super sian mood today, again. went to curry wok for lunch. food was awesome! (: my new favourite place. was supposed to go back to school to study but did otherwise and went home to study instead.
reached home, changed, on the aircon, sleep. goodness. which meant that i sort of didn't study at all. !!!!!!!!!!!! read some last night, so rushed through all the others. sigh.
anyway i had bk for dinner with jing! :D
&, the test was kinda sucky. ): i can't afford to retake! (pun intended)
-

PEACE.(haha!)

2007-05-27T23:08:00.000-07:00

so currently this weekend's been dedicated (not willingly though) to mi.
started on my mi essay! like finally, with some help from none other than the tutor.
i find it quite enjoyable, really, and quite ironically. like how you never really think of this kinda dilemma till you try writing a thousand word essay on it. sucks to put it all in words and proper sentences, and not plagiarise. but this is probably the first essay ever that i find nto entirely boring. (: good for me.

debate's tomorrow. so can't wait for that to be over.
course test tmr night. ohmygoodness i haven't studied at all yet?!
mi essay due on thursday. can't wait for thursday to end too.
then i'll be all free next weekend. yay. (:

in this world,
of ordinary people,
extraordinary people,
i'm glad there is you.
;
good night to you.

2007-05-27T11:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday was amusing.

jing coming over to have dinner - cup noodles;

fretting over ahem it being too revealing;

us deciding what heels to wear;

fretting over us over-dressing =/

turned out pretty okay i guess. perfomances were good, chinese dance syf was yet again splendid. (: on the whole i thought last year's was really much better though. had fun "looking" at familiar faces on stage. haha!
;

us in the handicap toilet! super embarrassing cuz there were so many people outside, and two of us just walked out of the toilet. =x

with wenlin! haha kinda miss her. (:

the after-aristal was good too. walked jing to the bus stop. then took a walk all the way to beautyworld area. i need more walks like this. (:

2007-05-26T14:09:00.000-07:00

i'm totally totally in love with that dress. it's infatuation, baby.
HAHA right. and i would post that picture up if jing hadn't said it looked obscene.

right, so i've been doing mi the whole day now. debate stuffs. can't find anything to put into my script. there's like only 1 thing to say. urgh.
anyway. looking for moral dilemmas present in society. came across this moral dilemma joke.
-

Here's a dilemma for you... With all your honor and dignity what would you do? This test only has one question, but it's a very important one. Please don't answer it without giving it some serious thought. By giving an honest answer you will be able to test where you stand morally. The test features an unlikely, completely fictional situation, where you will have to make a decision one way or the other. Remember that your answer needs to be honest, yet spontaneous. Please scroll down slowly and consider each line - this is important for the test to work accurately.

You're in Florida...In Miami, to be exact. There is great chaos going on around you, caused by a hurricane and severe floods. There are huge masses of water all over you. You are a CNN photographer and you are in the middle of this great disaster. The situation is nearly hopeless. You're trying to shoot very impressive photos. There are houses and people floating around you, disappearing into the water. Nature is showing all its destructive power and is ripping everything away with it.
Suddenly you see a man in the water, he is fighting for his life, trying not to be taken away by the masses of water and mud. You move closer. Somehow the man looks familiar.
Suddenly you know who it is -- it's George W. Bush!
At the same time you notice that the raging waters are about to take him away, forever. You have two options. You can save him or you can take the best photo of your life. So you can save the life of George W. Bush, or you can shoot a Pulitzer prize winning photo, a unique photo displaying the death of one of the world's most powerful men.

And here's the question (please give an honest answer):
Would you select color film, or rather go with the simplicity of classic black and white?
-

i find it rather hilarious.
ahright. back to business.

2007-05-24T23:14:00.000-07:00

the sexuality workshop 06ip05 had:

ahhright, the others are censored. haha! the filthy minds of the class.
& i totally disagree with women staying at home doing chores.

ANYWAY;
if i had thousand dollars (from nowhere), i would have
- 3 different wallets
- 5 different pairs of shoes/heels
- 6 different bags
- a brand new closet
- a lot of other what nots (more stuff toys and cushions perhaps)
++ sundries: $700 :D
- treat my family to dinner
- treat friends to good food (really depends on how good the friend is HAHA)
- stuff myself with my fav cheap food like oldchangkeecurrypuff and mochi
++ food: $500 :D :D
- PRESENTS! haven't been spending much on presents this year.
- other other important stuff i can't think of
++ others: $200
&, the remaining will go to the bank. (:

thinking about stuffs like that when i'm all broke! oh dear, i wonder what will really happen to my money when i get my first paycheck. =/ hopefully it won't all be gone in a jiffy.

;;

cool visual effect (x

2007-05-21T12:54:00.000-07:00

homework list:

mi debate on thursday (!!!!)
ih essay test on wed(!)
la consolidation question (!!)
mi essay (!!!!)
random load of math practices
IS2109 current of electrocoty tutorial II (!!!!!)
IS2104 project
chinese book review
IS2101 tutorials
~~aeromed report~~

* (!!!) means scary. the more, the scarier.

right, so this shall be on my mind for at least the next two weeks. dang. one out of ten down. i'm actually waiting for the end of thursday 'cause by then all the more scary stuffs would be over. oh, and i'm STILL decaying over my IS2109 tutorial.

things to do:

the above listed
save
shop
study
earn some
cip
meet up with good 'ol friends

oh boy, this sure is gonna be some busy four weeks.

2007-05-20T23:14:00.000-07:00

mood: SUPER sian.

i think yesterday's totally wasted. tried doing physics and physics. i can't do! especially electrochem. and i still can't do current of electricity tutorial II. goodness. hello my tutor, do you see this? HAHA. did the la comprehension, and spent like the whole day, half doing half stoning. i hate my inefficiency. gah.

i'm thinking of getting a job this hols. basically, the one and only reason behind this is because i'm totally broke.

jing! i know where all my money went. $15 on aristal ticket, $13 on stupipd cab fare, and $20 for mothers' day present! that's like close to 50 bucks! -faints- good thing is, at least i figured i didn't spend everything on food. to think that the double lunches i had during nationals added up to the extra $50. now that's quite a lot of food. haha.

saw this striped top at zara vivo yesterday which was only $13. ONLY, and i couldn't afford it. gah. i shall get it, soon.

plus, my phone bill's really gonna explode this month gawwd. stupid singtel, i got cheated cuz the second 500 of the total 1000 smses are only free for smses to other singtel users?!?! -faints again- i declare bankrupt. i should rob a bank.

(oh, blogger now autosaves your drafts. and after every single sentence i type they save. i find it quite amusing.)

was browsing through old emails that i saved from eons ago. this is probably one of the cutest emails i've ever received. (:

2007-05-16T21:01:00.000-07:00

the day started off with me kicking a snail. =/ ouch for the snail, don't know if it survived cuz it was like overturned and i wouldn't risk touching the snail again to turn it back. i'm sorry.

ip2s had lessons today instead of watching council investiture! GRR. lessons were pretty alright though. failed my ih paper. ><
i sorta enjoyed the three periods of mr lee's. haha haven't went through the weekly torture since i've been leaving class early every wednesday for nationals. he let us do our own tutorial, which i pretty much like it that way cuz i can't understand what he teaches because he's probably going too fast for me. amy and matthew nearly went bonkers trying to explain every little silly easy-peasy thing to me. oops sorry guys. but thanks anyway! :D

TRACK MEET! the ips 4x400m were the first event, which meant US - denise, alvyn, chixuan and i. super exciting, i've gotta list out the details:

denise was first runner! she maintained position at 5 i think. good job denise! don't feel bad, the other first runners were fast! chixuan ran second. damn good, he overtook like everyone in front! (WOW) yeah so when he passed the baton to me i was in first position! good start for me, really boosted my morale. and especially when i ran past aqua and i could hear them chanting "aqua aqua" and "go pauline". thanks sneha! that extra highpitch "GO PAULINE" was really helpful. (: maintained it at first position till the last 100m part where the solaris person overtook. yeah but our last runner alvyn aka the animal chionged all the way.
and so, we got first place. *screams*

haha it was so unexpected! didn't expect myself to run that fast. actually i didn't think i was running fast? till jing and joey told me. well, somehow i always manage to surprise myself, including that 2.4km morning when i hit my fastest timing ever. (:

frankly, at first i didn't expect us to win anything, really. with the ip1 trackers and all. i'm sorry team. but after i saw chixuan overtaking every single one of our opponents it really helped. and the small pep talks the alvyn and chixuan always give. thanks you guys. everyone of us did really well! good job team! you guys rock, totally. :D

pictures:

extra picture:

team nj 2007

LOVE.

2007-05-15T21:53:00.000-07:00

season ended as wonderfully as it started. (:
our last match was great, the one where we truly displayed our teamwork and gave all out.
and team talk before we left was rather touching. aww(:
so, now we're top 6. :D

(no pictures 'cause blogger's faulty)
i'm in the i'm-so-sian-i-don't-feel-like-doing-work-for-a-hundred-days mood.
and i've got lots of outstanding work like career chart which is quite dumb, mi debate where i'm quite dumb, aeromed presentation on thursday. and the all time killer mi essay.
total sian-ness.

i've a feeling this june hols won't really be a break. and i'm really quite afraid of upcoming fitness training. i've sorta got the whole scenario playing in my head, how we're gonna run and run and dodge and punch and condition till my insides sort of like self combust.
maybe not. i do not make sense.

i'm running for class 4x400m relay. so far i've ran like 1min25sec?! which is pretty lousy compared the the rest i'm up against. urgh i hate the million butterflies in my stomach.

one of the bones of the right of my rib cage is like swollen and jutting out. =x netballers need more chest protection, after getting whack right straight in the chest consecutively. (coughsjoeytaycoughs) double ouch.
can't wait for pirates!

2007-05-12T16:36:00.001-07:00

the nj/hwachong game was in the papers yesterday. the newspapers so one sided please.
but despite our scores with raffles and hwachong, we were good. so, good job seniors! :D

the phantom of the opera is gooooooooooooooooooooooooooood.
fantastic. :D
and dad got us right-at-the-front-right-smack-in-the-middle seats. which was totally cool 'cause we could lean forward and watch the orchestra play, see the conductor because he's so talented and super shuai, see the people on stage up close, especially raoul who's damn damn cute. :D :D
it was good, really. the music, the singing. the powerful and oh-my-gosh voices (unlike yours wilbert). and the familiarity of the music, songs and all after listening to andrew llyod webber for like my entire life.
(:

had training this morning. missd my alarm at 0700. woke up only at 0803, when training was at 0900 at kallang. goodness, scared the hell outta myself. cabbed down for training and reached at 0850! amazing isnt it! ten minutes to flag a taxi, only twice the time to reach there.
the cab fare burnt a huge hole in my pocket though. 13 bucks, poof. i could get the mango top with that and have money left, DANG.

i keep saving and saving, ~~spending and spending~~.
i'm always short of cash! rah i'm buying too much, really.

anyway, chose this wallet from aldo for mum for mothers' day! it's freakin' nice, and i'm gonna buy it from her if she doesn't take a liking to it. so, part of me is actually hoping she won't like it. heh. restaurant dinner tonight, for mothers' day. since when did we start celebrating mothers' day anyway. hur.
cheers.

2007-05-09T21:08:00.000-07:00

got really frustrated today on the way home. and it's not going away.. yet.

got extension from wong may ee for my consolidation question II. supposed to hand it in on monday but it was a holiday. forgot yesterday. for AGAIN today. what the hell i was quite ready to beat myself up when i opened my file at kallang and noticed it's still in my file.

inequalities/partial fractions/binomial theorem graded test this friday. now i realised how much the weekend tutoring afternoons work.

mi debate this coming monday to prepare for -

This house believes that the blame for the Rwandan genocide lies within each of us who watched the tragedy unfold but did nothing. (proposition)
i am so looking forward to it.

AND, i'm lagging behind in school work from missing lessons so frequently now. sigh.so much work, so little time.
&, you're not here.
the match today was pretty well fought, i guess. we were good. they were just too good.
hope we'll play better on friday. (:

2007-05-06T05:56:00.000-07:00

Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
You could surf inside a chocolate tube
Ride your board across the wave forever
Get wiped out and never get a bruise
And if a shark came up and tried to bite you
You could say 'I'm chocolate - I invite you'
Wouldn't it be nice?

EXTRAS:

Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
Chocolate roads and trees and birds and bees
Delivering all kinds of letters daily,
Every kind of purple parcel too.
And if the dog did try and grab a mouthful,
You could bite him back he'd taste delightful!
Wouldn't it be nice?

Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury?
You could play inside a chocolate maze.
Run around and round to reach the middle
What a big surprise for you awaits.
If you couldn't find your way to freedom,
No need to run, just face the walls and eat 'em!
Wouldn't it be nice?

Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury?
Going to the pics would so sweet
There'd be no need for munchies
Cadbury dairy milk is the perfect treat
If someone came and blocked your screen view
You could eat a hole to see through
Wouldn't it be nice?

oh boy, i'm craving. :D

2007-05-05T13:58:00.000-07:00

there's something quite wrong with the blogger format thing now.
haven't blogged for more than one week already.

i've been really eating a lot a lot!
because of double lunches due to lunch with class, and lunch with netballers. gawd, and joey's always asking to eat more, so i end up eating with her! how can i refuse food! had cheese biscuits and 3 currypuffs for breakfast & three roti pratas for lunch. O.O is there no way to stop! bleah.

anyway,
the team's been great! sometimes not our best, but still good. (:
won 3, lost 1.
we're in top 8 now. (:

school's been fine, since i've been leaving classes every other day for nationals. and i've got LOADS to catch up on. with quite meaningless stuffs like xizi, i don't even know what the ciyus mean at all! and now there's the career chart thing, and mi debate! -faints-

off to school for college day later, i hope there's food. :D

aristal, anyone?

2007-04-24T21:25:00.000-07:00

SEASON STARTS TOMORROW.

i think we're all ready. (:

the team's really getting up now.
ips gave them jcs our little goodluck wishes. and they gave us all a huge team hug. AWW..

love the gang, love the team, love the spirit.

2007-04-23T22:40:00.000-07:00

finally, i changed to the new blogger. a bit slow ah. =x

everything's smooth-going right now.
settled math problems over the weekend, both maxima and minima & partial fractions. my tutor rocks. :D and my math assignments are like done way ahead. satisfaction rewarded is good. (:
school's okay. trainings' great. it feels good to shout encouragements across, good to feel the ball within your reach in 3-feet hands up.
denise & wenlin are crappier than ever.
jing's always there.
life's been hectic, but it's never been better.
& i'm lovin' it. (:

2007-04-14T11:27:00.000-07:00

the match yesterday was pretty good, that is, the first four quarters.
seniors won,
juniors lost.
was it all that bad? we lost, badly. but wasn't there any effort put in?
i put in effort. i didn't go in with the heck care mindset. i don't think i played badly. i was sticking close to my player most of the time. i just couldn't intercept the ball. the lack of experience, is it a fault?
seniors worked hard to win, they won.
but juniors caused us all to lose overall.
that's just it?
if that's the case, i'd rather we not play at all.
LA homework. no crucible book.
calculus. no notes.
another wasted weekend.
friday the thirteenth, it sucks.

-
whatever happened to sensitivity?

2007-04-12T20:08:00.000-07:00

i didn't sleep at all today in class! :D until MI lect. haha! lessons were surprisingly not that boring today. calculus was quite a bad start for the day though. i don't understand maxima and minima! sianzzzzzzzzzzz. i don't understand like half the lessons i attend. and i think this is the first time when i'm actually really struggling with math. why oh why.

had chem make-up with ms yeo after school. and i don't understand any of it either. rawr. she says there's gonna be a quiz to know where we stand. matthew and i made a bet to see who would score lower. loser treats drink. hahaha one out of the hundred silly bets we make over results. :D

i lost my partial fraction notes! dang.

2007-04-11T17:33:00.000-07:00

i've got wednesday blues. i think i'll get it every wednesday now. double period physics, followed by chem - triple period mr lee! he's nice, but 2.5hours of him can kill.
our timetables suck, big time.

skipped training today. the flu's really got me down.
was practically suffocating in physics because i couldn't breathe when i bend my head down towards my paper. and my throat is so itchy, i think i could use some fisherman's friend! (hahahah wenlin your favourite advert!) which reminds me, i nearly gagged on the bus last night on the way home while indulging in my apple pie. i'm sorry if i traumatised fellow passengers on board.

school work's really a jumble nowadays. can't seem to concentrate. and i can't help but fall asleep in lessons! argh it's bad. i asked mr chia a totally stupid easy question which i already asked before. he looked and sounded somewhat horrified. and mr low is getting irritated by my sleeping in class habit. oh fish.

it's gonna take a lot to get back on track.
hopefully that short power nap just now helped.
p.s. O! MOCHI is the best. :D

/edit
i can't do inequalities for nuts. so simple, and the very smart me makes it all complicated. damn. help, anyone?

2007-04-10T21:35:00.000-07:00

i'm totally addicted to mcdonald's apple pie! :D i've been feasting on them these past few days every single chance i get. they're great and warm and soft and crunchy and sweet. had two yesterday for dinner. two again for dinner today. haha!

trainings these two days have been pretty alright. i think my defence is improving. (: that is, training yesterday @ ccab and today @ kallang. managed some interceptions and tips here and there. tipped off majority of the balls from hands up today, though it doesn't really deflect the path of the ball because F = 0N. hahaha! i'm gonna smack 'em hard tomorrow. at least i'll try. (:

i like playing defence now. feel the satisfaction of a tip or interception. and telling yourself to drive even harder the next chance you have after you just missed the ball THIS close.
feeling's good. (:

wilbert// And all, for tomorrow. says:
wat's the dif bet wing attack and wing defence
-
(!!!!)

2007-04-08T17:30:00.000-07:00

changed daa blogskin. decided to do it since i'm so free this weekend. haha.
(jeanne! i've got too much time. what about you?) :D

baked yesterday! not brownies, but cupcakes!

and they do taste pretty good. (:

went to bukit timah nature reserve for cultural mapping under the extremely hot morning sun. i could've melt under the intense heat lah. at least all i've gotta do now is find more interesting pictures of the nature reserve online.

this weekend's been absolutely fantastic.

2007-04-06T20:15:00.000-07:00

today's the best shopping trip ever!
main objective - buy jing's new bag. which we did. she got herself an adidas sling bag, 45 bucks! suhweet. :D
& i bought loads of stuffs too! which makes me very happy today.
BUT, today's also the cause of bankruptcy. i spent so much, i am seriously broke, like really really really broke. =/ but i'm still happy with the load i brought home.

and, i bought mochi! choir mochi. after eons i spent looking for it. haha bought two boxes. YUM.

i'm going on a money/food diet for this month. we'll see how it works out. :D
haha i love you jingmin! (:

2007-04-04T20:56:00.000-07:00

missed training today for LA.
for the very first time, the very guai me who never ever pon trainings actually overcame my guai-ness. not that i ponned training today, but since our drama's tomorrow it's more important, isn't it? and jeanne msged me last night, to ask me to work my way around training, postpone or skip project, because training is more important because nationals is approaching. nothing wrong with that because i've been late for or leaving early from discussions ever since.
....but, i'm not even playing for nationals in the first place. does it make enough sense? maybe i could be useful playing defence.

this is the wrong attitude, i'm aware. but what denise and wenlin said really makes sense. like the amount of time i've been spending on trainings, sitting by the side, watching and getting a million mosquito bites. reaching home so late everyday last week, sleeping in class.
there, the negative side of me. never rant such on netball before. thankfully it's made my thinking and positive side much stronger. (:

heard that training today was quite sucky. somehow i'm slightly glad i wasn't there today when everyone's pissed off with everything and anything. and now i ask myself what's happened to the enthusiastic netball spirit within. perhaps it's quite worn out now. i'm sorry for this post. nothing like these will be up again.

i've got more important stuffs to worry about now. like
"that were only soup!"
"why, it were beans, and lentils, i think, and.."
"she comes to me every night to go and drink blood!"

school's getting suckier too. classes are boring (like since when classes from sec1 onwards weren't), and it's always stoning, trying to stay awake, or sleeping. i really dislike school now. i still enjoy physics and math though, teachers like terence chia, chris cheng and lee wei chai makes it all better. (:

i think, i'm gonna bake this weekend. i need a break.

-
come on, hit me with your best shot.

2007-04-01T14:54:00.000-07:00

spent the entire day thinking of slogans for the netball posters/flyers thingalings.

jing:
it's a girl thing. MENSES? OHH NOOO..it's.. NETBALL
jing:
HAHAHAHA
--
jing:
of course we like the brand MNG
jing:
that's why we love to have More Netball Girls!
jing:
come join the netball team!
--
O.O funny funny.

and others:
live good, live netball.
think smart, think netball.
need courtship? meet us at the netball court blah blah.
play it, coach it, umpire it, manage it, watch it - netball, anyway you like it.
we're always on the ball.
netball - we don't give a shot for any other game.
netball - it's anybody's game. make it yours.
no dribbling or drooling! netball - it's a clean game.
--
i thought the last one was gooood with the pun. but apparently no one gets it lah. darn.
suggestions? and netballers if you happen to pass by please choose or suggest. tyvm.

watched kingkong last night! it's soooo cute and funny. i love. :D and it carries that lady like she's a barbie doll. HAHAH. oh and for the first time in forever, i think i've finished all homework that's supposed to be done, except for the really time-wasting ones like IH.
i'm having a headache and craving badly for pepperidge farm's soft baked dark chocolate brownie. (:

maybe a greater thing will happen,
maybe all will see.

2007-03-30T22:38:00.000-07:00

today was tired, again. it's just like any other day this week, teachers should really get used to me stoning or even sleeping in their classes.

chem spa was pretty normal. potassium manganate oxide (i think) is coooool. haha! i was completely stoning in double period LA today! apparently ms wong was pretty concerned, (?) she still bothered to ask me if i was okay 'cause i looked so off today in class. she called on me 4 times! how evil, but i couldn't even bother to ask her to repeat the question and find the answer. ohwell, she's quite nice, really. i feel bad for her, talking to a class of rather dead students.
totally slept through IS2104. ms kavi showed us a video, and i wanted to see the venus fly trap part!! i fell asleep like 5 mintues into the video.

friendly with nanyang today @ nanyang. played only for the last quarter. i want want want to play WA. at least let me try. i'm always playing WD, i might be better at WA. and ms yim's always say she'll let me try WA next time, i'm still always playing WD. perhaps there's too many attackers.
i played GK today. !!!!!!!!!!! horror of horrors! my first circle defence ever in a friendly! and taking into consideration the GS was quite big size. okay so i didn't play well at all.
ran seven rounds on the third lane with hazel till it got dark. that girl is crazy. ran till my ankles and toes hurt. i cannot stand my body. and the step ups we did for pe totally injure my knee. my bones are practically dislocating every now and then. damn it.

not exactly a good day. i'm sorry if i bite.

2007-03-28T22:28:00.000-07:00

for the first time in ten days! i'm able to see my blog. hahaha blogger sucks, totally. but the suckier me can't handle livejournal and can't bother anyway.

this week's been school and training altogether. late trainings, sleeping in class. haha!
my whole body is aching, don't know why. and my joints are that of an 70 year old person!? both shoulders, both knees, both ankles, hurt like crazy sometimes. and my right wrist has this bone jutting out from nowhere!? one day the ball's gonna come slamming into me and i'll just break, like physically. tsk.
oh, and huiqi's my newfound bardee! :D :D

okay, so after ten days i'm not in the mood to blog, esp now.
i'm totally screwed, please don't ask why. please please please please please let me find it tomorrow.

2007-03-18T14:44:00.000-07:00

uncle gan said i i looked like gong li! ~~except for the voluptuous part LOL.~~

see the resemblance!?!? HAHAHAHA okay it's not exactly true, he's quite full of crap all the time anyway. but she's really preeettaye. don't you think so? (:

okay that so was for self entertainment. don't choke or something (out of jealousy). HAHAH.

i think i'm stressed, and angsty. =/ cancelled my haircut appointment at 12noon today because i had to be present for project. it ended early, and the hairdresser seems so popular all her slots are taken up. rawr i've been waiting for my haircut for 983579238475 years already lah! tsk.

and i just realised i have a whole (hidden) pile of work due this week, UNTOUCHED. and i can't do it because i don't have my materials with me. night training tomorrow would just kill me.
this holiday is totally wasted. is it even holiday at all.

2007-03-15T19:42:00.000-07:00

the kl trip was great!
right, other than lugging heavy bags and balls around, that is. i'm strong! :D sasha so can't see that. she's amazed at my strength. HAHAHA.

trainings were good. sun was hot, we were all baking at 33 degrees celcius daily. surprisingly i'm not chao ta. good thing. (:

so it was all like this.
train, eat, bathe, team talk, sleep.
eat, train, eat, sleep, train, friendly, eat, shop, bathe, sleep.
eat, train, eat, sleep, train, friendly, bathe, team talk, eat, sleep.
train, eat, bathe.

not forgetting: the frequent trips to 7-eleven to stock up on chips and juice, times when we sat in front of the tv together munching away, the memorable freezing ice baths we soaked in, when the whole team was laughing at raven when we were supposed to plan our presentation for last night.

i thought our spastic noob presentation planning was the best.
Whitilocks and Blackilocks, and The Three Noobs.
all about balls being too hard, big or small, hygiene and underwears, and noob taiti! the ultimate huiqi: i'm not whitilocks! I AM THE NOOB. laughed so much till my sides hurt so bad.
don't think the other ccas understand much of it, the inside jokes and all. haha!

i've improved. sprints on the third day was a test for me. and i passed. (: i'm glad the others persevered on too. i shall settle with working on my sprint throughs, courtwork and my passes, maybe with huiqi. her passes are the most horrifying ever. haha!

the trip on the bus back was really funny. one example:
i asked jing if sideburns made a guy more attractive. and she asked: for guy or girl? HAHAH i almost died laughing on the spot.

i love this life. (:

p.s. somehow it's super hard to get photos from jeanne (jeanne i hope you see this HAH).
and i know this is quite super outdated cuz i saved it as a draft instead. hur.

sometimes in life, you just gotta give and take.
it's gonna be hard both ways.

2007-03-09T20:52:00.000-08:00

okay so now jeanne reads our blog. that ~~very~~ idiotic girl apparently typed PAULINE HWANG into google search engine. -.-

so anyway, i realised i can't concentrate properly during exams because my mind is often drifting away. and i always always always end up thinking about netball and stuffs. like ballwork and courtwork. it's so lame. waste my exam time only. well jeanne see how netball affects me soooo much. haha! it's true okay. i'm always thinking of courtwork every since we started.

interesting stuffs:
_____ wants to hang underwear all over the place and even lay it over her roommate's face when the latter is asleep.
_____ wants to take her roommates underwear and "stuff it up her nose".

i'd probably get it, but it's a risk i'd take for fun. hahaha!

2007-03-07T18:48:00.000-08:00

let tomorrow be a good day!
and we shall all rejoice with our newfound netball jacket and training! hope it rains. HA HA.

oh, and have i mentioned, it's so gonna be 6 days of killer for me! (or us, probably.)
thursday: training
friday: road run
saturday: training
sunday: friendly + training (!!!!!!)
monday: friendly + training
tuesday: training

well, it's always better to look on the brighter side of things. we'll all be super fit when we return. but then again, it's not that easy to overlook the not-so-bright side.

an insight to my typical ass week desk. how cosy.

2007-03-05T14:55:00.000-08:00

random thoughts off my head:

i need new earphones for my ipod! the left's spoilt. i think i spoilt it by slamming it into the side of the cupboard. oops.
i wanna get a haircut, soon. i gotta cut my hair. it's so.. eww right now.
i need to add stuffs to my packing list for kl.
i need to save money.
i need to stop eating so much.
i miss shopping. ):
i need to stop getting distracted easily.
i need to focus.
why do we need to study anyway? (denise and i were discussing about it, and we came to a conclusion that it wastes half of our lifetime away)
training on thursday.
thank you weiliang for lugging that whole ton of notes to school for me, though i only asked for your interim papers and only a few of the modules. (:
kenneth's a genius. :D
one down, five more. (:

oh and it's another attack of the useless and bored people. practise utilitarianism, get a life.

2007-03-04T00:14:00.000-08:00

there is simply no room for careless mistakes.

good night all.

2007-03-03T10:23:00.000-08:00

i feel the need to blog during exams. haha.

and arnold just called me to ask me if i was going down for study group. because loads of other people were there. or so that was his reason.

arnold: pauline, are you coming to the library today?
me: urm, no. i'm staying at home to mug.
arnold: why! come here and mug with us.
me: no, cannot. i need to stay at home and mug.
arnold: no! you have to come!
pauline: urm, why?
arnold: because everyone's here, and everyone will help you with your work! blah blah blah.

i wonder what's up his/their sleeve. it's chao weird. haha!

okay so i'm off to decide if i should go or not. HMM.

2007-03-02T20:46:00.000-08:00

it's results like these that really make people's day. and when that person's a good friend, it makes your day too. it made my day. (: it's just total happiness when you receive an sms that says: "i did damn well." and you can just feel happiness practically flowing from that sms. (: (: and congrats to others who did well too.

i think today morning was totally wasted having physics and chem consultation with the class. spent an entire hour going through one physics question only. and the IS lab was to cold to concentrate in. it was just brain freeze for me. and i was busy munching away on my beebee snack during chem. haha!
and, i still can't do physics and chem. rawr.

had lunch with denise at thai noodle place beside coro. had seafood tomyam. it was good, but the mussels looked de-appetizing. went to prima deli to get mum's birthday cake! it's really nice - coffee and chocolate. :D one of my favourites, HEH. but all they had was chocolate mousse, pure chocolate, mango cake, and all that mum doesn't like anyway. surprised her when she came home. (: happy birthday mum! (:

went to some ramen restaurant at rail mall. it's deliciousss. :D had seafood tomyan ramen. that makes two tomyams for the day. haha! and boy did we order loads.
food was really great. but still it's very wrong to feel obliged to eat just because it's nice or whatever reason. even eating to obige is better!

it's chem time now. why the hell would an ionic bond want to have covalent character! poserrrr.

2007-03-01T18:43:00.000-08:00

[rant]

i was fucking pissed last night. and i still am actually.

do not know what's "NOT YOURS. MINE. DON'T TOUCH OTHERS' STUFFS. DON'T TAKE STUFF WITHOUT PERMISSION. DON'T WEAR MY CLOTHES WITHOUT PERMISSION." and wth i have to make it clear to you even to the point of saying: don't take my bras. you are childish, immature. if colour matters so much for you, and if you think bright blue coloured bras are nice and whatever, GET YOUR OWN. get some bright multi-colored bra i don't care. YOU ARE FREAKING DISGUSTING. you borrow everything from me, hairbands hairclips clothes bags and now bras!? oh, maybe that is a wrong statement because you didn't borrow it. taking things without permission is stealing, you stole it. living with your attitude and character is such a pain in the ass. you disgust me.
fuck you. i don't choose, but you make me hate you to the core.
oh, and perhaps you can stop lying. your lies are so clear i see right through them.
yeah you didn't wear it. and i belong to the male gender. serious.

[/rant]

shoot. when people piss me off i can't concentrate on mugging properly. and when i can't concentrate i get even more pissed. what. the. hell.
but i just gotta thank school and friends for making my day loads better. (: and i think our thursday mornings' study rock with mugging homework and pure funny nonsense. (:

training was cancelled today due to bad weather. couldn't be more happy than to obliged the weather. i'm still aching from monday's training. =/ went down to queensway with jing, joeytay, mel, huiqi and wenjia to make the national netball jacket. it's so cool. (:

headed to ikea, where joeytay and i had two hotdogs each. the others only had one. i'm feeling faaaat. haha and i just recalled wenlin and i talking about sausages last year. we called it shit meat then. HAHA okay don't ask.

mugging officially starts tonight.
buttttt.. we're eating out tomorrow night for mum's birthday. dad's company bbq here on saturday night. so much more mugging marathon. tsk.

2007-02-28T19:41:00.000-08:00

i think i've been pretty free these past few nights. no rushing or homework or projects. it feels weird, like i've missed out something. which is actually nothing cuz there's nothing in the first place. hohum. i've a paranoid mind.

gallery walk was normal. was kinda expecting it to be something urm, more grand? haha! turned out so informal, which is quite good actually. haha and it's not graded! thought it was graded la! sent the document to dad for printing. in the email, i said: "help me print two sets with colour. thanks." called him at like 6 in the evening, because i forgot to tell him it has to be two slides per page. so he had to print it all over again. and he printed another three copies?! what a waste of ink and double quality double A paper. i feel so wasteful now. haha but at least matthew and i do use loadsa rough paper. so now we have quality rough paper. how nice. :D

i've been really eating a lot lately. really, A LOT. that's one thing i hate about ass week. as stress level increases, amount of food intake increases. it would be much better if they were inversely related. ha.

{edit}

the sky is pouring and pouring every single day.
if it pours tomorrow we won't be running. my muscles ache like hell still.

and i've used like a hundred smses in just four days for netball stuffs. goodie, i'm the pro. i definitely won't want to hit my previous bill again. though it's not a lot but still. and huiqi's smses are so darn funny. they make me laugh. (:

& good night. (:

{/edit}

2007-02-27T18:27:00.000-08:00

i'm pissed with myself!
was on bus 961 reaching the beauty world stop, and i thought i saw bus 173 in front. got slightly annoyed because missing a bus 173 means stoning and breathing in second hand smoke at the bus stop. decided to buy mochi from shop&save to satisfy my cravings after so long, so crossed the road viz the overhead bridge (yes i'm so guai) and the stupid bus 173 passed by under me! grahh, it's so annoying! whatever was that bus in front which i though was my bus! rawwwr.

bought some double chocolate mochi. some chocolate ice cream with chocolate fudge in the middle thingy. they didn't have peanut, and it costed me a huge sum of $3.95!! it's pretty okay though, but i like the peanut one i bought from nj choir loads better. (:

and here i am now destressing with godiva chocolate!

my first godiva bar. :D the girls bought it for me for my birthday last year. it's almost three months now. HEH. was rummaging through my huge bag of chocolates in the fridge, and realised the expiry date's nearing now. hahah! and it's really delicious! with some rasberry softer-then-jam-like thing in the middle. though it's slightly too sour. haha. well it's probably also gonna be my last godiva bar for now, till i can afford another one for myself. i don't usually splurge on such stuff anyway. haha.

jing and i are totally addicted to chicken biscuit. trans-fat! but who cares, it's finger lickin good. :D

2007-02-26T21:50:00.000-08:00

MY MIND IS DEAD.
seriously. training got to me today.
the jogs. sprints. drills. ballwork all leave me dead tired now. and soap had to get into my eyes, so now they sting and all the more i wanna close them. rawr.

i think today was one of the unique kinda days. didn't seem very long though it was long. mrs cheng didn't come in for GC (should have expected it). lessons were pretty fun. and i solved my trigo identities! hoorah for me! :D

crapped chinese free period away with wenlin! haha she was sharing with me all the funny stuffs that happened to her, and we were having a pointless argument on how the government should build a brick wall along the mississippi river with air-tight doors in them to prevent water from going into the village, but at the same time the people can open the doors for access to the river. haha! ended up laughing like crazy. (:

saw mel at the canteen, so went down with her to find miss winnie. they have loads of food in the pe office, and they slack a lot. haha! we're gonna order more team nj shirts and the national netball jacket! :D we're all gonna wear the jacket to KL. cool or what. :D

calculus mock interim test + dead brain = NOT GOOD.
dear me. i hope i do well for the test tomorrow, it's not graded though.
oh, and i wanna watch the phantom of the operaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2007-02-25T20:23:00.000-08:00

i woke up at 1147am today. hoho am i great or what. mum came to wake me up at 8 because i asked her to do so. i do math better in the morning. butttttttttt, i chose to took the longest snooze ever. so woke up just in time for lunch at some yun nan garden restaurant which dover cc organised, something we attend annually cuz my dad's uncle is some i-dunno-what at the cc. food was good, but the entertainment was baaaaaaaad. well since it's a cc thing, 90% of the people there are elderly. and one after another, they go up to the stage to sing their old and ugly songs with their not-very-pleasant-to-the-ears voices. and furthermore we were sitting right in front of the stage and speaker! so much for the best table number 1.

i think i'm having a mental trigo blockage up in my head. too much calculus maybe. now i find calculus so much easier than trigo! can't do trigo for nuts. gotta practice practice and practice! and i also get confused doubly easily between trigo and calculus. put two equations in front of me, i take long enough to differentiate which is trigo and which is calculus, and i've got to be sure i don't differentiate trigo. the marker would just die laughing. taking into consideration that the trigo paper is an hour and a half, and the calculus paper is a half hour, and they're one after another, fifteen short minutes apart! it's gonna be real tough for me.

was looking through here. i'm soooo tempted to try one of those HUGE things. don't know who's gonna finish eating it though. haha but i'm gonna bake a real good and rich and double chocolaty brownie real soon, i hope. (:

2007-02-24T22:33:00.000-08:00

i like trainings. i actually look forward to them now. though i really dread the runnings and pt. but ballwork and courtwork is total fun and not as tiring! and the team really is bonded now.
jeanne, yaoen, mel, annarine, sasha, huiqi, hazel, jing, joeytay, rachel, joeykhoo, wenjia, and i. it's really good when you know you're part of the team, and when you have such great teammates. (:

oh and i'm exxxxxtremely excited for the kl trip!
4 days, 3 nights - we'll be staying at Sucasa Service Apartments.
http://www.kl-hotels.com/sucasa/index.htm
not super gorgeous, but still quite pretty! beats what i thought we were gonna stay in - some disgusting lousy one-star hotel. haha! four to an apartment, swimming pool, gymnasium! worth the excitement. :D
and it's gonna be training, shopping, friendly, training, friendly, training, training, shopping! of course not forgetting play. :D i'm excited! (x

according to our descriptions, jing bought my dream shades! tsk.

2007-02-23T20:46:00.000-08:00

i am crazy!
a packet of cheese biscuits in the morning.
a packet of chicken biscuits during lunch break.
a huge bowl of noodles at 415pm.
a packet of oreos.
a bowl of U-mian.
and now i'm dying for mochi!
oh goodness i scare even myself with such huge appetites and generous diets.

i must have repeated the sentence "i need to sleep." today at least a thousand times to matthew. haha! i was so tired this morning, i was walking around with my eyes half-opened. =/

lessons were usual, pe was cancelled due to the funny rains. the huge downpour + bright sunshine kind. hohum. cherie was nice enough to stone with me to wait for my parents to come pick me up! haha and she had to stand my total craziness. i was so high, i think i would have embarrassed myself if others had been there. heh.

& finally the weekend's here. not plenty of rest waiting though, but a plentiful pile of work to complete. it's time to catch up! (:

2007-02-22T20:51:00.000-08:00

i haven't been updating this place for so long. it's so gloomy and sad. haha.

i realised i have been blogging so consistently before only because i felt obliged to blog. for people around me, and just plainly the fact that i have a blog and therefore i have to dust it clear of cobwebs frequently. come to think of it, it's quite silly. oh nevermind, what nonsense.

first training after cny yesterday. yes i did feel really unfit. my insides already felt quite uncomfortable after warm ups. the basketball seniors joined us for team ballwork. might be because of the fact that we haven't trained for so many days, i couldn't even grab the ball properly. straight shuttle wasn't that good, the square thingy was worse. passes couldn't make it, couldn't catch properly. couldn't coordinate timing - and all these costed us three suicides. but surprisingly the suicides did wake us up a little. haha weird huh.

i really like trainings. it's the way it makes me focus, just on the game itself and nothing else. i like it. a lot. (:

ran 9 rounds this morning. 22 minutes with wenjia to keep her going. not that bad a timing. but could have been better. she just has to remember her salt. haha!

okay this post is pretty nonsensical. tata.

2007-02-16T21:00:00.000-08:00

chinese new year celebrations today. the programme was quite good. aqua owned all others at the quizzes. :D njco was awesome. nj superstar was really good. and i finally saw wenlin danced today! as in, really noticed her on stage. haha and she's really good. wenlin ni hao bang! (:

went on a shopping spree at bugis! :D had some BIG shopping to do. bought a shirt, jeans, and bag and a present! :D how efficient. but they burnt a huge hole in my pocket too! i'm glad chinese new year's here. the angbaos would be able to cover up my losses. heh.

saw jocelyn! haha she's still as bubbly and cute as ever! haha she had to stare at me for 5 seconds before going: OHHHHHH! and she got so excited! haha! and and she says she misses our class! :D i miss her too! (: she was one of the greatest AICs ever. (:

gotta go pack up my stuffs now. and iron all my clothes. i don't have much new year clothes this year! boo.

starbucks do have a very high amount of transfat. ><
& the flintstones are darn funny. :D

2007-02-14T20:29:00.000-08:00

happy valentine's day! (:

the air is filled with love! haha like yiqi said this early morning: "happy valentine's day! feel the love!" haha she's so cute! :D

well, so thank you all for the very many cookies and brownies and candies and whatnots. never really expected to receive so many gifts today. it just shows how great my friends and teachers are. (:

beep test today was way below expectations. i've gotta work harder. i will hit 8.5. (:

people have been telling me how dark i am now.
"eh pauline! why are you so cark!?"
"pauline, you're getting darker and darker."
"eh, your face very black leh."
i am tanned, not black. and i'm not all that tanned yet compared to others. i just look tanned because i was previously rather fair. when i was fair, i wanted to be tanned. now i think i'm too tanned though. =/ and i have a tan line! -groans-

they've been telling me i look childish too. ): because i'm short and thin. nice but childish looking eyes. tsk.

2007-02-13T20:14:00.000-08:00

changed my blogskin. i like this one pretty much. (:

sis and her friend are baking in the dining area. the whole place is filled with a heavy stench of chocolate and cheese. -wrinkles nose-

i forgot to bring my house key again today! which is a really really sad thing because i can't come home early to do work, and it's so frustrating to not be able to do anything. called sis to ask what time she would be coming home. then called the parents to drop by before going for their dinner. so in the meantime, i stoned till i fell asleep in the reading room. haha!

haven't got valentine's day gifts yet. no time to think of ideas, no time to go buy stuffs, no time to make them. i probably should be giving belated valentine's gifts. (and if i need to buy flowers, prices probably won't be as high. a black rose costs 5 bucks.) haha sorry friends.

projects have been pretty rushed. especially IH. we just officially started on it today afternoon, and it's due tomorrow! and there's still our physics car model which isn't really finished, chinese which we haven't started, and IS2104 untouched too! goodness, and ass week's approaching real quickly. i've gotta work harder now. (:

training's really good. just did footwork drills yesterday. jeanne said my footwork's good, and i've really improved alot. (: i've still gotta work harder though. the drive's not there, the strength's not there, YET. we're doing beep test tomorrow, i should at least improve by 2 levels. (:

2007-02-11T17:02:00.000-08:00

my dear squarehead scored greeeeeeeeeeeight!!!! a magnificent 2 points! and she's coming to nj! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! *jumps about with glee* although she says she's considering hwachong. i miss her LOADS. (:

2007-02-09T21:02:00.000-08:00

there's an addition to the bagua(s) i have at home! my dad's transporter (??) gave us mei zhen xiang bagua! the kind of bacon strips thingy and each piece is like 40% fat. ohgoodness trans-fat invasion! it's craziness, and all the bagua is finally getting to me. bleah.

the week was pretty okay. shall not talk more about it. and thanks jeanne for the beebee and 100plus! :D

& i hope all those out there aren't too upset about their results. (:

wanted to blog more! like this really really long post. BUTTTT, apparently projects are more important. hohum.

2007-02-07T20:34:00.000-08:00

my dad is crazy! he's constantly buying loads of bagua home! which equates to me eating at least one piece each day. does it have trans fat!? O.o the new batch belongs to the black pepper family. which isn't as nice as the super uber XIANG WEI brand's. buy it, i strongly recommend. :D

anyway matthew the ever healthy canoeist has informed me about the such thing known as trans fat. thank god chocolate contains no or negligible trans fat. if not i'd just die from obesity or something.

i need loads of good work out for the loads of fat i've accumulated from all the bagua and chocolate. i can imagine myself without training! gah.

this post is so nonsensical and bimbotic. -.-

2007-02-06T20:00:00.000-08:00

i 9847058473% cannot stand THE MOTHER.

yeah yeah, continue to scream and shout. nagging no difference like a mad woman. go confiscate everything. cut our allowance. you don't give a damn. we don't give a damn either.

i'm disgusted just by talking to you.

& please don't make me use the four letter word that starts with a H on you.

2007-02-04T21:12:00.000-08:00

i can't edit my posts. blogger is lousy. ):

anyway, here's a really nice song.

Honey why you calling me so late?

It's kinda hard to talk right now.

Honey why you crying?

Is everything okay?

I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice say my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight

And, yes, I've dreamt of you too

And does he know you're talking to me?

Will it start a fight?

No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

2007-02-04T21:03:00.000-08:00

argh i can't stand it. i have like a thousand and one things to do. out of that a thousand is school work. but i can't freaking do it because i don't know how to. wtf i haven't understood a single thing from is2104 and i can't do the stupid cheem english summary and i don't have any idea what i'm supposed to write for my mi journal.

i'd better start bucking up. ass week's catching up on us, and no i so don't want another lousy gpa to add to last year's mid term's. rawr.

actually, i just realised that my homework list is not alot.

- IS104 structured question 3. (discuss it in school tomorrow before wednesday)

- LA2101 summary. (i'm halfway done, but it's lousy work)

- MI journal. (do it tomorrow after clarification)

- trigo. (i've just gotta copy my work on clean sheets)

- calculus. (do it on tuesday)

- IS2109 chem spa skill B & C this friday.

PROJECTS:

- IS2101

- IS2104

- IH2103

it's just another panic attack coming on. as always.

anyway. i got a new kappa bag! and it's green. :D

i just realised how green i am - pencilcase, wallet, file, ipod nano and it's pouch. all greeeeeen. (:

2007-02-01T22:10:00.000-08:00

my mind's in a mess, and i don't seem to know what i've got to blog.

another fine school day. pt was 2 sets of 10 sprints which includes 4 lengths of the netball court each = 20 suicide runs. sounds terrible. thought it was the worst, but i didn't die! :D in fact it wasn't as tiring as the pt we did last week. it was pretty okay, apart from my weird stomach feeling weird again, and my knees! ouch. my left knee's cracking, and my right is hurting too. ):

anyway, just something that i thought was really funny.

we were discussing physical geog in class, and how plant cells will burst when they take in too much water, thus they will die. matthew was doing those funny take in water then bomb! actions and sounds. then he and zihao goes on and comes up with the idea of being a terrorist with a plant as a weapon. so basically, if you wanna bomb a building, just get a potted plant, give it lotsa water and throw it into the building. and BoOM! there goes the building.

HAHAHAHA!

this is such a random post. trigo trauma side effects. tsk.

2007-01-31T19:36:00.000-08:00

i finally got the stupid blue paint out of my fringe. not all though, some stubborn specks left.

was damn freaking pissed. spent like one hour in the shower washing my hair umpteen times and seeing hair breaking off and dropping from my already very sparse fringe. wth i need hair treatment please. so anyway i couldn't get it off so i was even more pissed so i went to feast on the bagua dad bought before he left singapore. went to try olive oil, and it works wonders! (not really, but in my case it's my saviour.) spent like half an hour getting the paint out strands by strands. how annoying. then i went to bathe again. and couldn't get the stubborn specks off ohgawd i became infinitely pissed with everything. RAWR.

today is so not my day lah.

lessons were boring. i'm always taking short naps in class. =x and everytime i do, i'm in those i'm-deeply-asleep-but-i-still-am-quite-awake state, and ever since monday i've been dreaming about courtwork. goodness, it gets quite scary. may courtwork not stress me out like that.

was kinda feverish so didn't run road run with them. i'll be running with yaoen on friday.

celebrated sam's birthday with the ugly-so-not-birthday-cake cake. i'm glad she was surprised though. (:

and then stupid paint had to get in my fringe when we were painting the poles.

mum cooked dinner today. just plain white porridge with simple dishes. i miss such meals. (:

this post contradicts. because there are like smileys up there when i'm still not quite infinitely pissed. don't talk to me now, because i'm pmsy and i might just blow up at you. then you'd be pissed at me and do i care? no, i really don't think so.

2007-01-28T13:20:00.000-08:00

pool party last night totally rocked! (:

people present: jing, wanyun, xiuhui, joyce, lava, xiangyin, denise, huiwei, desiree and myself! okay, not a lot of people. but it was sure cosy!

was still bathing when wanyun, xiuhui, joyce, lava and xiangyin came. that noisy buncha people. they told me it's wrong to hit food up in a plasticbag in the microwave! apparently i've been doing that like ever since we had a microwave. oops. and joyce said she could taste a bit of plastic in the fishballs. OOPS.

carried all the stuffs to the function room. the food was goooooooooooood. :D beehoon, chicken wings, fishballs, mango pudding, otah, and lotsa other stuffs. i think i've gained weight yesterday. just couldn't stop eating! haha! xiuhui and xiangyin were full-of-shitting around. joyce was funny as ever! huiwei and desiree came later. funny people they were. i like their present for jing! the way they wrapped it up in tons and layers of newspapers, and inside was a slipper! same goes for the other slipper. haha so cute!

went down to the pool. jing was the first one to get thrown in. jingmin + wet clothes = OBSCENE. she was wearing white shorts la for goodness sake. and it was sooooo transparent. went up to get her swimming costume just for her. (you owe me one for this!) waited for wanyun to change outta her wet clothes, then the dry, or should i say the not so dry, xiuhui wanyun denise and i went back up to play cards. played taiti and bridge. denise and i won the two rounds of bridge! number of sets were 10-4. WE'RE DAMN GOOD. :D

joyce and lava stayed back to help clear up. thanks girls! (: played truth or truth for awhile while waiting for joyce's mum to come. haha it was cool. jing and i stayed on after they left. talked until the security guard came to chase us out. we're good enough to handle all the stuffs back to my place. plus the huge and heavy ice box. haha.

it was serious fun. the company we had was just so relaxed and fun. it's really cool to have such gatherings once in a while. (:

anyway, training was pretty okay. played friendly against bedok north (i think). i'm quite bad at defence. =x did loads of jumps. now my muscles are aching like crazy. from my arms to my back to my legs. especially my right leg because i depended on it to jump higher. now i have legs of different muscle sizes. eww.

blogger is retarded! it does not allow me to blog my preeeeeetty pictures! ):

2007-01-27T11:49:00.000-08:00

waking up to you screaming at me in the morning is atrocious. COME ON. give me a break. i'm a teenager. i can prioritize perfectly well. i'm tired, i catch up on sleep on weekends. and what do you do. say something like: you have so much time to sleep, might as well help me do this do that. you don't understand, do you? it voices down back to the fact that you don't know my life because you don't ask and you think you have much more to do than me. perhaps you don't even care. but then again why do i care if you care. that's so none of my business. what i care is that you stay out of my business. you said: "you didn't do this, so you'll have to do this and another thing for me." RIDICULOUS. and you say i don't do things you ask me to do. i would, if you could even speak to me nicely in the first place. you shout, i don't do it. i don't do it. you shout more. it's a vicious cycle. and what am i supposed to do about it? do whatever IMMEDIATELY, and listen to your instructions all the time? i am NOT your pet, get that right. your attitude is as ridiculous as you are.

i am very upset.

2007-01-26T21:39:00.000-08:00

just like every other friday. long and draggy and boring and tiring and sleepy and cold. i can't stand fridays! seriously. chem prac, la double period and physical geog double period all in one day!? killerish. it takes like a whole load of effort to keep my eyes open in class. sheesh.

pe today was sad. my butt and leg muscles haven't recovered yet! the one round sprint x2 was bleah. timing was 1min35sec and 1min40sec. i think we should wear tight shirts to run. better than some baggy pe shirt that flys all around your body when you run and increases air resistance. though it'll be pretty obscene.

talked to miss lim about my responsibilities as qm. haha it was quite a nice talk. inspiring? and friendly. (: so now i've gotta paint the poles and cupboard and check the missing balls with debre. hohum. help, anyone?

things currently on my mind:
- sleep.
- sleep!
- courtwork.
- netball poles.
- training tomorrow.
- sleep!

no more, no more schoolwork for now! :D i need ALL the sleep i can get now. haha! i know it sounds stupid, but i can't wait to sleep! i'm sleep deprived. =/

2007-01-25T21:18:00.000-08:00

went to school early today to study (!?) with hazel and jing. it was really effective, i think. we should do it every thursday. (:

classes were fine. calculus was a total pain in the ass. i don't understand a single damn thing! not to mention proving and all. gah.

training today was quite killerish. sprinted 6 rounds! not continuously of course.

my timings:

1min27sec.

1min36sec.

1min41sec.

1min33sec.

1min35sec.

i think it's pretty good for my standard. haha i like jing's bright orange hairtie! it makes me focus. :D my legs were temporarily out of order after the last round. now i know what it feels like when people say something about legs and jelly. haha! played game. we had two full teams today! (: and we have 4 new balls! damn white and bright. (:

but frankly, my courtwork sucks. i need more practice! dodges, turns, speed, 45 degrees cut! urgh it's hard. ):

i have a few more months. or that plus a year. hopefully not plus two years.

but i shall remain positive! :D

anyway, my right ankle is hurting! please please please please let it not be a sprain. i don't want to see the sinseh again! and i so do not want to be kicked out of the team. aw shucks.

things weighing my mind down currently:

- la presentation tomorrow

- calculus test (it's gonna be bad, no shit.)

- netball poles unpainted still. they're due tomorrow!!

- extremely poor courtwork.

- application for E-STaR thingy. apply, or not?

- ankle.

i'm so darn tired now la.

2007-01-24T22:02:00.000-08:00

The Nitrogen Cycle, For You To Learn

Sung to: ~~Brother John~~(hahaha!) Are You Sleeping?

fossil fuel, fossil fuel.

precipitation, precipitation.

organic matter, organic matter.

mineralization, mineralization.

ammonium, ammonium.

nitrification, nitrification.

nitrites, nitrites.

nitrification, nitrification.

nitrates, nitrates.

plant consumption, organic matter.

or denitrification, denitrification.

gaseous losses, gaseous losses.

LB fixation, LB fixation.

organic matter, organic matter.
mineralization, mineralization.
ammonium, ammonium.

nitrification, nitrification.
nitrites and nitrates.

leaching, leaching.

eutrophication. eutrophication.

comes from runoff, comes from leaching.

from fertilizers, fertilizers.

the nitrogen cycle, the nitrogen cycle.

for you to learn, for you to learn.

our nitrogen cycle song! haha cool and catchy. :D

school today was preeetaaye fine. no comments on trigo pop quiz. haha.

calculus ~~pop~~ quiz on friday! gawd i'm terrible at it. =/

p.s. i like my posts nowadays. at least they seem long. haha!

oh, and happy sixteenth derek you old forever perverted man!

2007-01-23T22:04:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGMIN!

my fellow netball partner, you've been greight! not to mention the times when you scolded me stupid, idiotic, retarded and everything that describes you. haha!

today was pretty alright. classes were a bore. i can't do physics and calculus! oh help help somebody! sadly and unfortunately, help can only be here on friday, after the 20 minutes 4 questions calculus math test during lecture ohmygoodness i'm sure to fail i can't even do limits right. and blah blah.

left straight after school to paint the court. saw hazel at the canteen, so pulled her down to paint the court with me. the sun was so freaking hot goodness i could've caught fire. halfway through, mel came back with cake! :D she came to paint with us. and then we saw alex walking in holding this small plastic bag of what we were 99% sure was a slice of cake.

miscommunication!

i messaged hazel last night to asked if she could go buy cake. that slowpoke only saw it this morning, and she asked mel to go buy, so she did. and this morning jeanne told me she asked alex to help us get cake. oops heh. so we ended up having to cakes. a normal size, pretty big chocolate one, and a small brownie cheesecake one (so alex didn't just buy one slice haha!). sang happy birthday to jingmin! boy was she surprised and touched. two cakes at the same time! how cool is that. with 32 candles in all. hahaha! so, cut cake and stuffs, was stuffing ourselves with two pieces of cake while attempting to run up the steps to the canteen. my whole hand was covered with chocolate cream and what nots, and i was like using my other hand to break small pieces off? how animalish. bleah.

so anyway. elective was pretty fine today. not too boring, yet.

and the next lesson is like on the 22nd feb? that's like a month away. haha!

went to town with jing to urm, celebrate with her? haha! there was supposed to be a whole big group, but somehow we were the only two people left. hahaha! sad sad situation. walked all over the place. had dinner at yoshinoya, then went home. i miss old chang kee currypuff! haha!

pictures, another day! jeanne is not sending me no photos!

stupid weiliang was the one who put thumbtacks all over my name on the noticeboard. asshole.

2007-01-22T22:21:00.000-08:00

the specific name of my needle phobia is trypanophobia. so i'm trypanophobic. haha!

training today was kinda slack. miss yim didn't turn up! so we just had four quarters which was fun. :D then had dinner at coro with jing jeanne yaoen and the two miss lims. waited damn freaking long for stupid 173. wth, i so cannot survive on a bus that comes in like half an hour!? bleah. oh oh, there was this guy who took the same bus as me and alighted at the same stop as me! i suppose he stays in one of the houses opposite my place. and he looks quite like kitkat! hahaha seriously man.

anyway. it's denise's birthday today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE!

bought her an old chang kee currypuff as her birthday "cake". i brought along candles too! it's all about being innovative and original. :D

shall upload pictures another day. (:

2007-01-21T16:20:00.000-08:00

mum wants to bring me for some injection! ohmygoodness, i'm scared of them. i have a phobia against injections! it's called needle phobia. and no, i am not kidding about it.

anyway, training yesterday was kinda fun. it seems that i get more and more tired the more i run (not continuously). fitness crash course! gah. the gang of nanhua people turned up. we had 13 people in all! :D started raining when we did ballwork. haha! ran to kope the shelter before others did. did stationary passes, which i found damn freaking amusing and i couldn't stop smiling in an attempt to stop laughing out. don't know what's so funny, but it was just damn funny. HAHAHA! played some ballwork "game". where the balls just come flying towards you, whacking your face or your side, HARD. that's the way ms yim likes it - ouch. now we all owe her three suicide runs the next training. bleah.

went suntec to meet family after that, the black topshop skirt is on sale!!! now priced at only 43 bucks! BUY, OR NOT? gasps. and bought my sneaker balls! red ones. :D dinner at some ramen restaurant. damn good, and filling. and and and we bought 1kg of bagua!! which is currently like, half gone into our stomachs. haha!

2007-01-19T20:27:00.000-08:00

what's wrong with having stuff toys on my bed. what's wrong with having like so many of them on my bed. NOTHING. i don't see what's wrong. it's MY bed. i sleep on it. it's so none of her business.

and the best thing is, she doesn't understand that some just mean everything to me. no, not at all. she doesn't even care.

2007-01-17T20:32:00.000-08:00

today was a total bummer.

had ih today. didn't bring my ih folder. couldn't hand in my essay.

had trigo. thought i forgot to bring trigo too. stupid me. and now, i just realised i don't have my trigo stuff at home too, so it's gotta be in the classroom locker. what shit!?

oh, and the dialogue session today was downright crap.

attitude. defensive. challenging. doesn't think. menopause? maybe.

asked jing to buy paint to for the courts and poles tomorrow. but we're gonna have training in the morning AND afternoon. the morning one's not compulsory but of course i feel obliged to go for a run. anyway so we can't paint the courts tomorrow already.

aqua house outing this saturday. training @ kallang too. go, or not?

lotsa work, nothing to do now.

broke.

now what.

2007-01-16T20:26:00.000-08:00

lessons today ended officially at 12.20! haha! but actually it's similar to being dismissed at 10.50 because it's lunch then, and ms yeo didn't come for chem! haha like how early is that man. but lessons were still very draggy. and i can't concentrate in class! the fans are like blowing all the heat outta me. hohum.

thought i'd go home earlier today. when i reached my doorstep, i realised i forgot to bring my house key along this morning. how stupid lah. and i saw char's new shoes outside so i thought she was like bathing or something, and i kept ringing the doorbell! and called home to wake her up in case she's asleep. she wasn't even at home lah! grr. so i was like stoning on the not-so-cushiony chair outside. called ruiyan out to have dinner with her. :D haven't seen her for a long long long time! haha she's still as lame and short as ever! XD

reached home at 8. so much for wanting to come home early to mug or something.

i'm broke! i shall pack peanut butter sandwiches and chocolate bars from tomorrow onwards to keep me alive in school! no more spending! no more accessories!!

2007-01-15T21:46:00.000-08:00

training today was downright tough.

stamina. strength. focus. determination.

it's just somewhere down inside. gotta train all of them out. (:

and i find it funny how i feel it's tough when i do it, and when i look back, it doesn't seem as tough as i felt it was. make sense?

2007-01-14T22:35:00.000-08:00

I'm your basic average girl

And I'm here to save the world

You can't stop me

'cuz I'm Kim Possible

There is nothin' I can't do

'Cuz when danger calls just know that I am on my way

Doesn't matter where or when there's trouble,

If you just call my name-

Kim Possible

Call me, beep me if you wanna reach me

When u wanna page me it's okay

I just can't wait until I hear my cell phone ring

Doesn't matter if it's day or night,

Everything is gonna be alright

Whenever you need me baby,

Call me, beep me if you wanna reach me.

kim possible is like totally cool! and i realised her boobs are sharp. =x

long day tomorrow!

plus pe and training. ohmygoodness i'm gonna dieeeee.

20min8sec. i'm keeping track of our time.

2007-01-13T01:10:00.000-08:00

last night was totally fun! went to dance party 2007 with wenlin and jing.

sorry wenlin, couldn't get high with you. but i can't dance to that kind of music. heh.

but mass dance totally rocked! :D

can't upload pictures. blogger is problematic. haha.

i'm counting by the hours.

2007-01-11T20:33:00.000-08:00

I LOVE MASS DANCE! :D

2007-01-10T22:36:00.000-08:00

disney night.

should i? should i not?

~~just like that time when i screwed up~~.

2007-01-10T21:26:00.000-08:00

the apple iPhone is freaking cool!!

it works like magic! :D

2007-01-07T12:48:00.000-08:00

hujingmin says i look like a fourteen year old! and that the purple rubber band and green clip i use on my hair is childish; and that my ponytail itself looks childish! BIG BULLY!

training at kallang yesterday was.. so cool and refreshing. and tough. met jing hazel and yaoen at somerset then took bus together to kallang. two new girls came along! emily and wenjia. both ip1s. (: went for a 45 minutes run with miss yim herself. and on the way back we did stairwork. !!!!! the huge gigantic flight of steps at the indoor stadium is out to kill every saturday from now onwards. funnily, my muscles aren't aching at all! :D

bathed at kallang, then went to pastamania at ps for dinner with jing hazel yaoen and wenjia. my first time there! heehee. had the meatball thingo, not quite bad. i shall try the spicy chicken thing next time. :D

i shall be off to do chem then.

ciao.

2007-01-05T23:17:00.000-08:00

got home late today.

school was pretty okay. we changed seating arrangements again! now i'm seating with matthew, again! at least i'm still right at the front. if not i'd zone out at the back of class. oh, and i'm treasurer no more. i'm now the pe rep! :D

chem was.. i practically forgot everything from is1102 last year! whatever atomic radius and electronegativity, all foreign to me. sigh. i hope my chem improves this year.

had cca fest! loads of people signed up!! cool or what. i hope they stay though. had real good fun shooting with the other girls under the hot sun, laughing at one another's silly actions. (: and i think i got my shooting skills back again. yay for that. :D

went to town with jing and joey to shop for stuffs. had a really really hard time finding everything and deciding on what to buy. sometimes i'd rather the direct money-giving way. tut tut. had kobayashi for dinner! ate ALOT. had the omelette noodle thing, AND two pieces of tofu. =x so much for watching my weight. buttttttt, our chem teacher miss yeo compared me with my last year photo, and asked if i've lost weight. hahaha! :D

on the way home on the bus, there was this idiotic not-so-old man standing next to me, and was constantly stuffing his index finger into his nose. it's freaking gross, he was digging his nose like nobody's business like there's no tomorrow!! ohmygoodness how disgusting can people get! urgh, and poor me was trying to squeeze myself into the corner so as to widen the space between us. eww.

training tomorrow at kallang. joey says there's no track there. that means.. coach can't make us run! :D

2007-01-04T21:41:00.000-08:00

decided to change my blogskin. people had been telling me my blog takes very long to load. hohum.

i'm free anyway. no homework today! :D math diagnostic test was a killer. had lesson with mr heah, and GS lesson was hilarious! mr keith tan is sooo nonsensical. he comes in and groups us, make us do stuffs and share. and tells us the hedgehog concept is to focus. from the story he told, i think it was more of finding new ways to approach a problem. =/ ohwell. i hope lessons to come with him won't be similar. haha!

have lotsa netball stuffs to cover and finish! winnie lim just bombarded me with a whole longggg list of things to finish asap.

it's time to schedule my after school hours for everything netball. ):

i do hope homework won't pile up before i finish everything. sheesh.

cca fest tomorrow! we're dismissed early. hoorah! and we're going shopping at night for *secret*! :D

2007-01-03T20:47:00.000-08:00

school's in!

i have to get the word homework back into my dictionary.

2007-01-01T13:15:00.000-08:00

pool party last night totally rocked! (:

people present: jing, wanyun, xiuhui, joyce, lava, xiangyin, denise, huiwei, desiree and myself! okay, not a lot of people. but it was sure cosy!

it was serious fun. the company we had was just so relaxed and fun. it's really cool to have such gatherings once in a while. (:

blogger is retarded. it does not allow me to blog all my preeeetty photos! ):

2006-12-31T23:18:00.000-08:00

i'm sick, NO MORE!

i feel soooo fine now, perfectly normal. thanks to my greight high immune system which allows my quick recovery from mystery illnesses. HAHA i contradict myself.

and now i'm beginning to feel loserish and all. sheesh, everyone's out playing and having fun, getting ready for the countdown and fireworks.

& i'm at home doing god knows what.

I SHOULD HAVE GONE OUT!

ohman. loser loserrrrr.

urgh. i guess all i have now is the tvee.

2006-12-31T16:04:00.000-08:00

i'm seeeeeeeeeeeeck. yeah, sick.

ever since that night when i came home from the bbq, where ~~i was~~ we were all stuffing ourselves with food. haha the food was nicee! but after that on the way home i felt all giddy and stuffs. like how you feel when you're seasick. and it's lasted till now!

yeah, and ever since, i feel like throwing up. but i CAN'T. sometimes i just feel like sticking something down my throat to make me puke. oh dear me, i feel bullimic. eww.

mum just asked me if i'm pregnant. HAHAHA! i find it hilarious.

2006-12-28T21:36:00.000-08:00

i love ribena pastilles!

especially the blackcurrent + peach flavoured ones!

they're soft, chewy and sugary too!

not to mention, rich in vitamin C!

dad drove me to lavender to pick up my ic today. omg it's so freaking hideous i can't even bear to look twice at it. the picture doesn't even look like me!! ahhhhh fish. i'm never gonna show it to anyone. never! ever!!

well. maybe i'd consider if you bribed me. HMM.

went to see his customers with him. it was fun! he's friend's daughter wants to go for ip too! :D

and we were at this warehouse, this aunty i-forgot-her-name gave us fooooood. :D

oh, and there's this HUGE weighing machine thing to weigh the goods. i want one too! i'd put it in my room and watch my weight on it. haha!

slacked around in the office afterward till dad and mum got off work. played around with the old laptop. windows 98!?!?!? don't know if it's the earthquake or just the laptop, i took approx 5 minutes to access one website. so i decided to play with my phone instead. haha.

i have to wake up at 530am tomorrow! ohmytian, get a good feel again of what it's like to wake up so early every week day for school. gacks. i do hope that i won't be late for school on the first day. is it one the tuesday? or wednesday? jing and i were crapping around, saying that if school started on tuesday, and if we thought it was wednesday, we'll still be fast asleep and most prob wenlin will be calling to ask where are we. haha! how ridiculous. oh and i hope it doesn't continue pouring when school starts. it'll get pretty sucky, to wake up to a perfect weather for sleeping, to walk in the rain and get your shoes wet. eww. maybe i'd wear slippers and bring shoes to change. hahaha!

talking about ridiculous thoughts, they're something i always have. like riding the G-force thingy, and when it comes down it doesn't stop, and we go CRASH! into the floor. or going sky-diving. you're in the jump halfway through, and you open your parachute, it flies up AWAY from you and you continue going down at 9.81m/s-2 (is that correct? HEH.).

haha okay that's downright ridiculous.

i think i waste too much time stoning. the above are the results. haha!

2006-12-26T18:46:00.000-08:00

it's been raining the whole day!

perfect weather for sleeping.

explains why i woke up at 11.49am today. hahaha!

was counting the amount spent in cairns and genting. and i totaled up the cash i spent this year on clothes, and, no surprise, i overspent! so now i owe mum $87.65. blech. and she doesn't accept $60 worth of coins. haha!

oh oh,

my allowance is gonna increase next year! mum initially said 200 bucks per month, until she did her math and figured it was far too much. ):

i bargaining all i can! :D

2006-12-25T21:29:00.000-08:00

BACK FROM GENTING!

woke up at 430am on saturday morning to get ready to go. O.o
we're driving there, so brought along lotsa food and books and ipod to keep accompany me on the way. :D got quite lost, i think. drove for pretty long, reached there at like 2, 3+? oh, and the police is rottenly corrupted.

walked around, shopped. checked into the hotel. my first time at first world hotel. it's baaaaaad. i don't like it. so small and squeezy. ):

went crazy on the second day. had breakfast at the first world cafe. there were only 2 breakfast coupons per room. so only two of us can get a free breakfast. BUT, the people there are so ******, we just walked right past them. so dad mum sis and i all got to eat for free! but actually i'd rather not, because the food was horrible. gosh, i do miss japan, where the hotels and breakfasts were class and all. ):

left at around 8 to go to the outdoor theme park. it opens at 8. heh the kiasu bunch of us.
dad bought entrance tickets for sis and i. mum asked the person if they were allowed to just go in and walk around. the person said no. but they went in anyway. the people there are sooo....... haha!
anyway i think the operators there kinda suck. sis and i were queueing for the pirate ship thingy cos it was the closest, and we told the person we wanted to wait for the next ride cos we wanted to sit right at the top, but they didn't allow it! wth!? so sucky man.

urm. rode all the rides. took the G-force thingy with dad and sis, even though dad never paid. they don't even check! proves my point. haha anyway, the ride was like whoosh. a word to describe the feeling of dropping down is.. indescribable. haha! ohman, it was hell up there waiting to FALL. i grabbed the safety thingo so hard, my arms started aching. -.- then i went again with dad. i'm insane. haha!

had fun on the other stuffs with uncles and aunties. and cousins and cousins of cousins, loads of them - terence, terri, yongxing, yongkang, "chanel""bathe" (haha!), chelsey, chelsen (sp?), eugenia, ernest, raymond and randy. fun, fun and more fun! played all the way till 10 at night, when they started shutting down. haha.

i fell asleep slightly before christmas! haha.

okay, i'm too lazy to blog about today. heh.

pictures:

that's terri on the left - she's freaking cuuuuute! :D

cousin and cousin of cousin. super cute too! :D

2006-12-22T14:29:00.000-08:00

changed new skin!

made it. yes, MADE it.

me, the IT noob. haha!

but somehow it looks, weird.

hmm, nevermind that. cos i've made another one, and it's waiting for me to use it after christmas. hohum.

i'ma off to genting tomorrow! in the early early morning like 6am so that we won't be caught in any jam. hmm. haven't been there for eons. i'm excited! :D heh and we're driving up! how cool, after that time when we nearly had an accident cos dad took the old road up, mum told me cos i was too young to remember anything at all. haha!

so i shall be off to pack my stuffs now. and save myself from mum's nagging again when she comes home and finds out i haven't packed yet. (:

and a merry merry christmas to all. (:

2006-12-21T15:08:00.000-08:00

i'm back!

and off in another two days time again. boohoo.

was really homesick the first two days of the trip. especially on the taxi on the way to the airport. bleah.

so anyway, the trip to cairns was quite alright. went white water rafting, snorkeling, parasailing, scuba diving and loads other stuffs. not to forget, shopping. :D although the stuffs there were so darn expensive, people like me can't afford living there. and cairns is a very small place, so there wasn't much to shop in the first place. yeah yeah.

and anyway, i lost my orange diesel shorts! wth i think the hotel cleaner stole it. if she did then she can jolly well go and die. it's a freaking nice pair of shorts okay! bloody hell.

ohwell.

i think i should drag someone down to train tomorrow. i'm sooooo unfit. bleah.